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Today’s blog post will be  RAW. I’m going to pour out my heart out and if some family members do read this share it😂😂😂 ya’ll know who you are.😉😉😉


How many Love serving the Lord? Through everything that comes with this ministry and path. And even though I love it sometimes I wish I could be a strong believer and be always in the presence of the Lord. That my foundations be always on the rock; However there are moments that I’m at my weakest and I HATE IT………Completely..

When I’m at my weakest I feel the most vulnerable and what I do in this situation is I hide myself from God and I don’t let God use it to glorify himself. You know being perfect it’s entwined  most of the times in the doctrines of many churches.. to the extent that we view ourselves as saints. We are worshiping ourselves because we did not “fall”or even “sin” and that’s a hypocrisy because after all we are flesh and we sin every single day; whoever says otherwise is lying. God is not about egos or vanity; Yes he has call us to be holy but he knows that even though we astride to be; we will never get there.


For example imagine this;


A big mountain made of just rocks and that God is seating at the top or that the top is God’s level of holiness. And we are the speck in the bottom of that mountain. We are climbers trying to climb to the top to get the victory of having climb that difficult mountain. However during the climb I fall because I did not grip the right rock or the equipment was not in the proper place. The Rocks that get in the way will be the obstacle or test that we go through. And the fall will be the sin. Some people might never get to the top of that mountain; they will end up in the middle, because at the end of all we are human and flesh while he is a mighty God.

“Pursue peace with all people, and holiness, without which no one will see the Lord:”
‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭12:14‬ ‭


That verse right there says it all. What does Pursue mean? Pursue in the dictionary means to follow, proceed or engage. For me I take it as is to search and follow a certain path or goal which for many is living in holiness. But we forget that Jesus disciples were men who sinned and were made of flesh during the time they walked with him. Our view of Holiness or Perfection it’s twisted because we critized the exterior of the person but we never look into our hearts to see the ugliness or wickedness that’s in there. We will never to be complete perfect or Holy because the moment we do we forget that God exists. We will think of ourselves as saints as God ourselves. When our flesh still has needs and wants and our soul still battles daily with the things of the world.


Who are we trying to fool? We can’t hide from God he sees every action and every fall but still he wants us how we are. This past weekend I went through a situation that in which I saw the hand of God. Have you seen that scene or moment in a movie or tv show of suspense. Well that’s how this weekend was. I was seeing only the big problem but no my God. I can’t stop giving thanks for what he has done in that situation but that’s where you see his mighty hand .


P.S. God Bless Everyone… Dios Les Bendiga🙏🙏🙏💙💕💕❤️ Remebember to let’s share the kindness and love of our God🌎🌎🌎🙏🙏🙏💕💕💕💕



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