Fight Your Fear👊🏻🗣🗣🗣💕💕


 There are moments that going to bed feeling that there is no solution; that you will never get back up from the situation that you are at; you constantly feel like you are in a vortex that any happiness or any feeling of security will be taken away from you by the same despair and cloud of insecurity that surrounds you. But even in the midst of that deep hole that your life is; there is a voice that keeps calling out support for you, telling you ” Don’t despair my child that I’m with you”.


One fundamental flaw in the human race since the beginning is that we are headstrong. Since Adam and Eve we have gone through life doing what pleases us; making our own decisions that has brought consequences and is bringing consequences to our lives still. I was a rebellious teen when I was growing up and  this situation came from the desperation, loneliness, and feelings of insecurity and hopelessness that I was going through with a dose of anger towards myself and


God. I felt as if my life had no purpose; that I was in the same routine of always. My life looked as a black canvas that never had color or dimension. Even though God spoke to me through a preaching, holy spirit or a bible verse; I always had that fear that I was not good enough, that my life would continue to be the disaster that always was. Even though I was a teen that constantly went to church there still was inside of me pieces of that insecure and rebellious child.

But the woman had taken the two men and hidden them. She said, “Yes, the men came to me, but I did not know where they had come from.

When I read through the old testament and new testament I see examples of men and women of God being in the same situation. One story that has deeply touch me is Rahab the prostitute from Jericho. When I read the book of Joshua and analyze her story I see a woman in desperation because she wanted a change for herself and family. A woman because of circumstances or her decisions; was belittle and looked down and  even though she knew the fate that was to come upon them; still took in the men that Joshua sent to spy on the land of Jericho in and hid them from her King and his army. During those times the hostility and fear that was in Jericho could have brought catastrophic consequences to her and her family but she still stuck to the promise that the enemy had given her.

This woman became part of the lineage from where Jesus comes from. She showed bravery and faithfulness in the midst of adversity and even fear. Why is it then that it’s impossible for us nowadays to stick to our necks for what we believe in; just because someone might criticize, belittle and even make fun of you. We go through different emotions daily but one that is always present is the one of fear and doubt. We do not believe in ourselves and God. We might say that we believe but sometimes actions speak louder then words.

“The Lord will fight for you, and you have only to be silent.””
‭‭Exodus‬ ‭14:14‬ ‭

We can fight fear through prayer, reading our bible but most importantly is having that understanding and faith in God through it all. Rahab had faith in the God of the Israelites and at the end she saw that her faith brought her blessing upon blessing. Her story should inspire us women and men also to have a deep faith in God. Trouble will come but the one with you is bigger and mightier then the problem that you might have or come face to face with.


P.S. Hope everyone had an amazing January & keep believing in yourself and God’s purpose for you 🗣😁Shalom💕❤️

A Year Of Restitution

Happy New Year!!!🎊🎆🎈

Abundant blessing to all of you who read my blog or who are followers of my blog; that God be blessing your lives, ministry, families with his presence and more. I have missed you guys; however this couple of weeks have been a blessing for myself and family and others.

We were able to deliver the care packages for the homeless and it’s with a deeply touched heart that I say that is what the love of Jesus Christ is and I was able to feel it that day that I gave away those packages. Seeing the faces of woman, men and children that are in need its deeply touching because by a circumstance they have lost it all and I have it and don’t appreciate it sometimes. I wrote in the last post that I was going to take pictures and upload them here; but at the end I decided not too. Because this is not for me to get conceited or feel good about myself. This is about what it means to be Christ like. Jesus didn’t do the miracles or gave the word for self glory but to open the eyes of the blind, to save a prostitute, heal the woman of flow, raised a dead Lazarus. All he did was for the glory and honor of the Father.

Something else that happened was that my father was able to see his mother after 20 years apart it was an amazing moment; one that I give thanks to the Lord, because he made it possible. It was an emotional moment to be truthful; one that made me cry as all the family. God is good all the time; I truly believe he is and will continue to be through eternity. 

We are in a new year that you should declare as a year of restoration and restitution. Declare that what the enemy has taken away from you; you should receive it multiplied by 7 as it is God perfect number. Believe this word deep in you heart that what can’t be restored will be re-instituted according as it was to Job. 

Job 42:4-6

4.‘Hear, now, and I will speak;
            I will ask You, and You instruct me.’

      5.“I have heard of You by the hearing of the ear;
            But now my eye sees You;

      6.”Therefore I retract,
            And I repent in dust and ashes

Job went through a process that left him broken, without family, money or good health. But the Lord saw the process of this man and even though Job sometimes despair for all that was happening to him; God gave him back multiplied what he had lost during the process( trial) and I myself think he restored his marriage with his wife. When you leave everything to the hands of the all mighty anything is possible; your faith is the one that can move mountains. if I’m going through a trial I have to look up to God and let him handle it, because nothing can overpower our Father. But sometimes we have no faith( even though we say we do) that we let the situation overpower us that we can’t see the hand of God working. 

Job 42:10

10. The LORD restored the fortunes of Job when he prayed for his friends, and the LORD increased all that Job had twofold.

Life is not easy and I don’t believe this year will be easier; however my trust is upon the Lord. And in the name of Jesus Christ I declare a year of spiritual growth, restoration, restitution and blessing upon each and every single one of you in your families, ministries, lives, churches and anywhere and everywhere you go.  



P.S. How was everyone’s Christmas and New Year’s? Tell me in the comments. Shalom💕💜💕💕

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