Today’s blog post will be dedicated to honor the life of a woman who gave everything she had for her family. Today at 11:00 a.m. I was let known that my beloved aunt has passed away after being sick for 4 years. One of her brain vessel rupture in her head and she was hospitalized and had surgery; however she never was able to recuperate sufficiently. Last year she had an aneurysm that left her in a vegetable state; she wasn’t able to speak, eat or do any type of activity; including getting up from her bed.
“So also you have sorrow now, but I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you.”
The Lord has spoken to our lives that he was not going to heal her; that she will die soon. I thought I was ready for this moment; however it’s not the same thinking you are to actually being ready. I will miss her laughter, singing, dancing around her house but I know she is in a better place. I know her death has a purpose for our family and community but it’s so hard not being able to see her and touch her. I know her love will live forever in me and that my love for her will never die; that the only thing I have left of her is my memories but those fade away with time.
“My soul is weary with sorrow;
strengthen me according to your word.”
My heart and soul are heavy at this moment but I know that my strength and refuge comes from the Lord. I ask you brother’s and sisters that you have my family and I in prayer during this upcoming difficult days. Life will never be the same for me, she was like a mother to me but I know she is not suffering anymore. Life had treated her cruelly but she never let go of the smile in her face and she never stop believing that God would help her overcome all obstacles that would come her way. I will astride to be a little bit of what she was; her strength, determination,compassion and love for her family and community will never be forgotten. What has giving us joy during this difficult time is that she had accepted Jesus Christ as her savior; so we will see her again in a not so distant future.
P.s. I had to repost the blog post as it was deleted I don’t even know how. Thank you for your prayers..💕💜💕💕💕Shalom🙏