My Praise🙌🏻🙌🏻🎼🎼🗣🗣💕💕

Then Moses said, “I pray You, show me Your glory!”

How many of us have said this to God many times? well I have too many to count. But what is more shocking to me it’s the boldness in which Moses talks to God.  From the first meeting with God he was even afraid to look and now he demands from the Lord; the transition has been a complete change of attitude.

fa39cda3b9f506b6b7060d4e6946071b

In innocence, anger and rebellion I have demanded from God to show himself in various ways in my life. When I was younger when I went to sunday school I used to daydream of seeing God and how he looks like but  as I got older  I was filled with pain and hate; I demanded from him what I thought I needed to see or experience to let go of the anger, hatred and hurt that was in my heart.

His face shines brighter than the sun
His grace as boundless as His love
He reigns with healing in His wings
The King above all kings
The greatest One of all

What I could not see nor grasp was that I could feel his glory in just letting him in; in praising him with all my heart. I have learned that it’s not necessary to physically see his glory to feel as we are one special spiritual being but that obeying his commands and living in the way that he wants we can feel it. Moses demanded from God but he was a man who obeyed God’s command in retrieving his people from Egypt. And even though he grew tired of the people constantly whining for no reason he stuck; he obeyed God’s command and he was able to fulfill one of his desires which was seeing God’s presence not in full but just the back.

I’m awed by Your beauty, lost in Your eyes
I long to walk in Your presence like Jesus did
Your glory surrounds me and I’m overwhelmed
I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid

Maybe your desire is the same as it was mine; but have you asked yourself if it really it’s God’s glory you wish to see? or you want to feel as if you are worth? My demands came from a place of hurt and anger and of feeling unworthy . I had to actively search and let go for me to experience just the feeling of his glory when I praised or prayed. I had to break those chain that had me tied and would not let go of me. I’m actively searching but it’s not with a take for no answers desire to see him but instead to feel him.

i_m_lover_of_your_presence_by_adamlukac-d7h4cno

P.S.  I have decided to post about Godly Dating➕💑👫 but I first have to do my research in the bible and more so it won’t be instant. I like to be through so hang on to it I promise I will do it.  You guys don’t know what a blessing it is for me to be able to write for you guys and speaking from the bottom of my heart; Thank you💕💕I have seen growth in my blog; thank you to the ones that have stuck with me since the beginning and the ones that have gotten on board this train during the trajectory. Shalom💕💗💗💕✨✨

Devotional💗🌙🌙🌙

“Then he said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts.”

7c25c8d97f8aeaaf1a32b2928f3839cc

“Then he said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts.”

How many times has the Lord told me this? I will answer too many to remember. I have always been a bit headstrong  and I’m a lot of the time set in ways; but when the Lord touches me and speaks to me it brings me to my knees.

A lot of times my heart or my mind lead the decision that I take and that has been something I have been working on. Because just as this verse says it’s not by might, nor by power but by God’s spirit. I’m not going to lie and not say that a lot of times it’s impossible to listen to God’s voice in the midst of it all.

“The LORD.’ And I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and will show mercy on whom I will show mercy.”

When I look inside my life and I see a long road that still needs construction, repairs but most of all LOVE. My heart and mind might deceive me; however God never does.

edf7e80d59911ae2a38e7e6cf689738b

P.S. How was everyone’s weekend?? Mine was pretty restful. I’m thinking of doing a series of post about Godly dating➕👫💑Let me know what you think about that.. Shalom💗💕🌙

Parched At the Well☀️🌤💦💦

Isaiah 58:11

“And the LORD will guide you continually and satisfy your desire in scorched places and make your bones strong; and you shall be like a watered garden, like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail.”

Happy Tuesday Everyone, I hope the start of the week has been a blessing to all of you. I want to say thank you to all of you that have taken the time to follow, like and comment on this blog. I really appreciate it; I hope that what God’s gives me to write is able to help you out. Last night I was reading the bible and this verse caught my attention; it brought to mind the story of the Samaritan woman with Jesus at the well.

Before I go deeper into the message of today; I will tell you something that happened this past sunday that ties to what I will be speaking today. God spoke and confirmed this message through sunday’s service at church and later in that day. It was during worship time that the presence of the Holy Spirit descended;  you could feel this peace and joy at church. While we were singing the songs the Holy Spirit touched lives and God spoke through prophecy that whoever was dried spiritually would be renewed at that moment.

img_0403

For a couples of weeks I have not felt the same; my life have felt like leather when it’s not preserved and  all dried up. This couple of weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster to say the least. I needed this renewing that God was giving out; and I received it and it was an amazing experience. The was the first confirmation now the second one was given by my son. He on sunday night told me that he did not want to ride the bus in the mornings that he wanted me to drop him off at school which shocked me to say when he asked me this; he pretty independent for a seven year old. What he really was asking me was for attention that he desperately needs;. I try my best to give him all the attention that I can give him but when you work and some days are more busy than others all that you want to do is rest. And the third was yesterday as I was reading in the book of John; God brought to my attention this verse.

Jesus answered, “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again,14 but whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give them will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life.”

On verse 58 of the book of Isaiah; God was speaking to his people about their fasting instead a fast from the Lord. I will not get into that we will leave that  be for another blog post. One phrase  that caught my attention was the word “Scorched” the meaning behind this word its to dry out or whither. When Jesus met the Samaritan woman he asked for a drink of water but it was not him that desperately needed the water but it was the woman who needed of what Jesus was giving out that was the promise of the Holy Spirit.

Many of us we are almost dry out from trials and life, and most of us are looking for something that you won’t find outside of God. Your thirst, your need for something that you are desperately looking for in the wrong places will not satisfy you. Only through Jesus Christ will you gain the fulfillment and satisfaction that you desperately are seeking. The Holy Spirit will be a spring of water inside of you that never lets you dry out.

John 7:37-38

37 On the last day, the climax of the festival, Jesus stood and shouted to the crowds, “Anyone who is thirsty may come to me!38 Anyone who believes in me may come and drink! For the Scriptures declare, ‘Rivers of living water will flow from his heart.’”

My weeks of mourning and daily life had brought me to an almost dry out place but the Holy Spirit renewed me from the inside out. It’s worth drinking from this water.

img_0415

P.S. Leave a comment down below telling me, what things do you do to not get to this state a lot of time.? I try my best to read more often my bible, pray sometimes a bit more, write on my journal or just wait it out.

Calling Me..🗣🗣🚪🚪💗💗

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭13:11‬

“When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways.”

Tonight I’m in the mood to write to you guys something that as humans and christian we fall a lot into and that is comparing ourselves to such high standards that we are never going to be able to meet by ourselves. Tonight’s as I was thinking what I wanted to post on my Instagram page I noticed that every time I see a youth that is so highly popularized and sought after in social media because their ministry is getting bigger and bigger by the second and minutes. I belittle myself and I think to myself if that were “Me” and I just wish I could be them. And no it’s not envy because I love supporting ministry that spread God’s gospel.

For me it’s the not knowing; the relentlessness that comes upon me when I see ministry upon ministry rise up and mine is still in the early stages of pregnancy. When it’s just starting to get created it has not even being formed yet but the relentlessness of wanting to do more and go bigger it’s consuming and overpowering a lot of times. God has called me on a prophetic ministry some of you might not believe it, some might and some will not understand. I believe deep in my heart I was set apart since an early age even before I was formed in my mother’s womb as God has told me various times. But as I scrutinize my heart and I look deep down to my soul; I know I’m not ready yet for the purpose he has for me.

IMG_0291

Why do we as christians are never acceptable to God’s timing? Something that I tell my mother and a lot of my youth is to never try to  help God but I forget most of the time to apply it to myself. As a human being I am flaw but that those not take God’s love and purpose away from me. I was looking into the life of the prophet Ezekiel and Jeremiah and other servants of the Lord and I have noticed that most of them did not die in their homeland. That God called them to their ministry when they were ready and they had passed the beginning stages of their ministry. Jeremiah was one of the most fundamental prophets in the Old Testament; God used him tremendously in warning the people Israel of their idolatry and what would become of the nation of Israel if they didn’t repent and went back to the old ways with the Lord. But he lived a life of persecution and most often a life that brought heartbreak to him.

“But the Lord said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am only a youth’; for to all to whom I send you, you shall go, and whatever I command you, you shall speak.”
‭‭

My life and ministry have not gone through those stages that many servants of the Lord have gone through. My process might not be the same as theirs; however I see in many of the youth today the potential to go even higher than the prophets of the Old Testament and new one too. I wonder to myself if I’m prepared for this journey that will transcend my life into a different stratosphere. I will not be the same nor will I think or see and even speak the same as today. What really am I? Am I ready for this next step to this journey…

P.S. Don’t give up if you see that your ministry is still in the early stages; keep waiting and believing I know it’s hard but I believe its not impossible with the Lord. Thank you for reading my ramblings and for supporting this ministry online; I’m seeing God’s hand move in here like never before, I hope you are too through the posts. Leave me a comment below; do you find yourself in the same situation a lot?.

IMG_0292

 

Fear?? Not!!🗣🗣

psalm-27-1-popular

“Arise, my soul, arise;
Shake off thy guilty fears;
The bleeding sacrifice
In thy behalf appears:
Before the throne my surety stands;
My name is written on his hands.

He ever lives above,
For me to intercede;
His all-redeeming love,
His precious blood to plead;
His blood atoned for all our race,
And sprinkles now the throne of grace.
Five bleeding wounds he bears,
Received on Calvary;
They pour effectual prayers,
They strongly speak for me.
Forgive him, O forgive, they cry,
Nor let that ransomed sinner die.
The Father hears him pray—
His dear Anointed One:
He cannot turn away
The presence of his Son;
His Spirit answers to the blood,
And tells me I am born of God.

My God is reconciled,
His pardoning voice I hear;
He owns me for his child,
I can no longer fear:
With confidence I now draw nigh,
And Father, Abba Father, cry.”

                       -Charles Wesley

         psalm-55-22-large

P.S. My heart is burdened and sad with the amount of violence that surround us nowadays. Those youth and adults that died the day before make my heart weep, beg and cry out to God for mercy. They were youth and adults that could have been saved if they were not. Oh how my heart cries out for you Lord; no one is safe anywhere anymore, LORD I ask that you cover us with the blood of of your son Jesus Christ 💗💕That no one or anything  with intentions of violence touch your children and your children’s children without you allowing it if it’s in your will. Amen 🙏🏼🙏🏼Please let’s keep praying for this country and the entire world that they turn back to God; he is the only one that can keep us safe.