𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒴𝑜𝓊…..

This is my letter to you.. that you may seek the Lord all the days of your life and dwell in the house of the Lord; shouting praises to his name. Let your heart rejoice in the warm embrace of the father, don’t belittle the calling God has set upon you. And, even though you will stumble, seven times may the righteous fall but the same way will God lift him/her. You are not alone, whatever you may be going through know that God is there, even if the storm is strong; stronger is God with his mighty power. Dear, you, learn to love the Lord with all your heart ❤️ , not for blessings nor conveniences but because without sin this once upon a time man decided to sacrifice himself for you without asking for anything in return. His love is everlasting and abiding; without fear and greed, his love is unconditional for all eternity. Don’t settle for the validation of the world because, in the end, they will turn back on you; instead strive for the approval of God as he is ever faithful. I desire that we walk this year setting our eyes upon the Lord, without fear and doubt.

Psalms 27:

“𝟝 𝔽𝕠𝕣 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕠𝕟: 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕒𝕓𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕔𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕞𝕖; 𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕖𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕦𝕡 𝕦𝕡𝕠𝕟 𝕒 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜.
𝟞 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕦𝕡 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕞𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕞𝕖: 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕀 𝕠𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕟 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕒𝕓𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕔𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕚𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕛𝕠𝕪; 𝕀 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘, 𝕪𝕖𝕒, 𝕀 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕡𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕦𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕃𝕠𝕣𝕕.”

Are you ready?

There are a lot of news circulating around the world of a world war III; however, we the church should not be shocked to hear such rumors as this has been written in the bible. Many different disasters have ocurred within a few months such as the amazonian fire and now the Australian fire. We the church must be in constant prayer. Violence has increased as the years go and sin is something that all of us struggle with; however, instead of the church being awake and prepared for the coming of our Lord we are unfortunately asleep.

John 5: 4

For an angel went down at a certain time into the pool and stirred up the water; then whoever stepped in first, after the stirring of the water, was made well of whatever disease he had.

We have let the enemy control our lives through social media, family, and even our jobs. All of this has stagnated our lives in different ways, we are like the paralyzed man that could not walk into the pool of Bethesda to be healed; how long are we going to continue this way? The times are becoming worse and we are letting ourselves become distracted with minor things of no importance.

The story of the pool bethesda can be applied to the christians of nowadays as we are like the paralyzed or the blind not knowing what is going on. The Lord is showing us what is going on and telling us to actually move and remove our selfs from the spiritual stagnation that we have fallen into. He offers encounters with him for us to be healed from any sickness, delivered from sin but we continue in that same place. If you read that whole chapter from the book of John, the man that Jesus healed was given the the same word as the woman who had the blood flow.

John 5: 14

” Afterward Jesus found him in the temple, and said to him, “See, you have been made well. Sin no more, lest a worse thing come upon you.”

God delivers us from situations, sin or sickness; however, instead of us obeying God’s word; we decide to turn back from what we have been delivered from. And, that brings worse consequences for our lives, that we later on will regret but cannot unmake. All that is going on around the world is the beginning of pains as the bible states; no one knows the day of the coming of our Lord but what we need to be is PREPARED. Do not prepare yourself until the last minute because, that could be a mistake that could leave you behind, instead prepare yourself while we still have time; and remove yourself from things that do not bring any benefits to your walk with the Lord. In the book of Proverbs Chapter 14 the following is stated;

“A wise man fears and departs from evil,
But a fool rages and is self-confident.”

Let’s be wise and remove ourselfs from any stagnant area in our lives, let’s be prepared for the coming of our God as it could happen in a blink of an eye and we will not even notice it. What is going on should motivate us to be in constant prayer with the Lord, to search him in spirit and in truth and become knowledgeable in his word, many things are rising up and many are being led astray nowadays due to having lack of knowledge on the word. The church instead of fearing what is happening should rejoice in the coming of the Lord, the only thing that we as the church worldwide can offer is prayer for all those affected by what is going on. I will definitely have in prayer the men and women who have been deployed to the middle east from America; for those affected by the fires and disasters; for those affected by the acts of violence within the communities and worldwide. Lets unite in prayer for all the pain this world is going through; however, until this world recognizes that Jesus Christ is the Lord, that is all we can help with.

2020 Year of Victory

God bless everyone, I hope everyone is having a blessed week. I hope that the holidays brought to you and the family memories that you can cherish for days to come.

“God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.”

If the year 2019 was your season of pain, sadness, fear, doubt, hardship and unbelieve, then trust that the year 2020 will be your season of Joy, Mercy, Grace, Love, and Blessings but only through Christ alone. God is our ever-present helper; our provider and healer. To some 2019 was the opposite; if for you this year was a year where you were able to see God’s hand upon your life and your faith instead of diminishing it grew, then keep growing in God and allow the Lord to guide you through the process. Make or continue to keep the Lord as the first priority in your life.

𝕀𝕞 𝔽𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕐𝕠𝕦!

Every year is a year where I grow spiritually as well personally. As the year of 2019 came to an end, I reflected in a lot of things that God did in my life and family, my family saw God’s hand over every aspect of their lives. We saw the deliverance of my brother from alcoholism and drug addiction, saw the blessing of my parents’ house; but we also saw difficulties that unexpectedly came into our lives. The previous year taught me that following God, will bring displeasure from many people. Changing your convictions for something as a personal gain for example; money, fame or relationship is a big no. All of this can disappear in a blink of an eye while God will forever remain faithful.

Go into this new decade with a new mindset; believing that this year you will conquer the unconquerable. Remove what is not beneficial for your life, separating yourself from things and anyone that instead of bringing you closer to God will remove you from his presence. I was watching someone preach and the word that was brought was about Sanson not knowing that the spirit of the Lord had left his side; due to being overwhelmed with Delilah. We a lot of times don’t know when the Holy Spirit has left our side due to being overwhelmed with this world and everything that is in it. At the end of everything, you are the only one that decides what to allow inside your life and mind. However, to conquer the unconquerable you must be one with the Holy Spirit.

If you have aspirations or goals for this year put them before the Lord and your heavenly father will definitely open any doors necessary for you to accomplish those if it’s within his will for your life. Let’s walk into this new year with obedience in our hearts to God’s voice.

𝒥𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓂𝒾𝒶𝒽 𝟤𝟫:𝟣𝟣

“𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊,” 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝓁𝒶𝓇𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐿𝑜𝓇𝒹, “𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝒻𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒.”

Survival = Calling?

This year has been a year of blessing but also a year full of spiritual warfare; not only spiritually but also in almost every aspect of my life. God in his mercy has been faithful towards me; however, instead of this providing me with the strength it has done the opposite because I have forgotten his promise. As this week went by, God put in my heart the story of Moses and his process after fleeing from Egypt. In the book of Exodus, we see Moses who has everything by being the adopted son of the daughter of Pharaoh but a lapsed of judgment in his part has destroyed his future in a blink of an eye.

I don’t know if the person(you) that is reading this post at this moment is going through a spiritual desert, for whatever reason it may be. Maybe, it’s something that you have to go through for your ministry, call or life to evolve from where it’s at. In Exodus chapters 2 and 3, we read about Moses fleeing for his very own life and living a life of survival and comfort; getting married and having his own family in a land where he is a foreigner not expecting the calling that God would appoint him too. The distance from Egypt to Midian would have been long plus the weather conditions would have been rough as well.

However, the Bible does not go into specifics but even for me walking a file mile distance during summer is rough 😩I cannot comprehend nor imagine the desperation and need that Moses was going through at that moment. His survival was needed because his call would later be revealed in a special way towards him. 

12 And God said, “I will be with you. And this will be the sign to you that it is I who have sent you: When you have brought the people out of Egypt, you will worship God on this mountain.”

He would have suffered from high temperatures, being hungry and thirsty; so him dwelling with Jethro’s family would seem like comfort in that time he was going through. Now, here is where we go deeper in the spiritual sense. Many of us are going through and have gone through difficult times of need and of survival not just spiritually but also for your own life. However, after we have gone through this rough time and have overcome those obstacles that have appeared by God’s mercy; we have gotten comfortable in our way of living. To my life these couple of months a spiritual decline has descended upon me due to the commodity that I allowed my life to fall into as well that trial I did not expect and was not prepare for. This brought upon me a lack of searching for God’s presence, negativity as well as my faith diminished a lot. I was seeing all that I was going through in that most difficult time and I was not seeing God’s hand upon me.

It’s so hard wanting to overcome thoughts, feelings of negative nature when the spiritual side in your life has suffered a blow. When you are not searching for God because doubt has come through an open door in your life and sadness and fear have become the blanket that you surround yourself with. At that moment survival becomes your priority and that was what happened in my life; I prioritize survival over everything else; because I knew that if I did not close myself in and allow time for healing and comfort I would not be here at this moment. A lot of times survival is needed before the calling is declared upon your life. Moses during his time of survival and comfort learned abilities that would, later on, help him in his new role as the leader of the Israelites.

You most likely are going through a rough desert where you might be hungry, thirsty for the word of God and his presence. You are most likely thinking, believing or even saying; Lord, where are you? I’m not feeling your presence, Holy Spirit. But, I want to tell you to use this moment to declutter your heart and mind from things that are taking your mind and eyes from God. Learn to let go and forgive, learn to prioritize because what you are learning at this moment will help you when you’re called to work in whichever area has for you. 

P.S. Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family and loved ones. Shalom🕊🕊

Surprise!!! 😁😁

Let me start this post by announcing that I’m back from the hiatus that I was in. Due to some issues with my iPad and not having an appropriate laptop I was forced to be in a hiatus(timeout). However, due to the generosity of my parents—-Birthday present—- I was given my new laptop a week before my birthday and that means that I’m finally able to blog again.

It has been really hard since, I was blogging or creating some of my blog posts during my lunch break at work. However, that just created a writer’s block and it’s really weird to be using those computers as they are monitored and work is work and I do not like to mix those two areas in my life. What can I say? I hope everyone has been great in this wonderful community, I will be bringing the series of blog post back that I had to put on hold with new content. I’m hoping that by the middle of next year; there is a change in this blog in all areas.

Righteous or Not

It has been 4 hard months of sadness and lack of faith. These months have been months I have humbled myself and have cried out to God in the most raw way. Months were my faith lacked and my sadness overpowered me, where I could not see the way out and I did not want to see a way out. Months that I questioned my calling, my purpose but most of all questioned God’s Love.

In Psalms chapter 55 verse 22 the following states;

Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never let the righteous to be moved.

‭‭Months that instead of receiving a word of encouragement I would receive people’s opinions and words of humiliation. Moments where my existence looked dark and felt suffocating and my feelings were all over the place from sadness to joy and joy to anger and back to sadness. Moments were worship was a feeling of emptiness and left me more in that dark place that I was pushed into.

Months were I questioned God’s’ love towards me due to the trial that I was going through. Even though I knew that what I was going through was necessary for me to grow spiritually as well personally. God tests your limits and your faith in ways that are unexpected to you and in times where you are at your most comfortable place. God will put the right people beside you that will push you to move forward from that place where you feel you have been stuck at with a way out. Will give the feeling of fullness and feeling of being enough as well-being capable without hearsay of others. While others will belittle who you are and humiliate you to feel better about themselves God does not let his son/ daughter to be moved from where he has placed them at.

There is a saying there is always a David behind a Saul. And, yes but each David and each Saul will be tested and refined to be the vessel that God will use for a purpose. Don’t belittle who you are in God’s hands nor you belittle someone else because you think you can do it better than them. Always bless the one before you and always bless the one behind you because at the end of the day only God provides and takes away.

P.S. I missed writing and I’m so glad to be back, will try to get up to date as soon as possible. Thank you for supporting me on this ride. God bless♥️ Shalom🕊


I say I cannot go further,

But your Holy Spirit tells me don’t give up my child..

When the i look upon the pit of darkness that tries to claim me,

My soul cries in hunger for you Lord…

Where can I hide from you Lord?

There’s no places I can can hide from your presence Lord.

If I were to climb the highest mountain; your presence is there,

If were to go down to the bottomless sea your presence will be there Lord.

My fears and iniquities are laid before your presence, my robes are being washed clean by your tears.

Your blood has washed me clean and your love has healed the open wounds that have formed in my soul, your love has been the healing that this parched soul was in need off.

In the moment of my despair, your hand was upon me delivering from the trap that the enemy had laid before me,

You have govern my life with unending love, mercy and grace. Incline your ear Lord, to the petitions of my heart, let my heart be not troubled anymore.

Let your presence be the balm in this desolate place in need of your guidance.Let your bride reset in the presence of her bridegroom, govern my life oh Lord.

Let your word be the seal in which my life is govern with and your presence be the light the guides my life.